What is up?

topic posted Sat, August 30, 2008 - 10:53 PM by  offlineAschleigh
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It;s everywhere, Obama's speach, Palen vice present, Batman, Tropic Thunder, the ocean, everywhere and everything is alive with transformation. It's uncanny. It hits me at all sides. I can't get away from it. I see it in my dreams. The love abounds. It's still makes me anxious.
I wish someone could say " it's all as it should be". In fact I go to the Agape Spiritual Center every sunday to hear just that. I do my part, maybe not enough. I keep getting up , willing to grow and learn. I keep getting surprised by the synchronicity. I keep trying . I have had several dreams of white dresses lately, not wedding dresses always.

Also I don't know what I want anymore, in terms of partners. I want to pause school but can't, just one more year. I want to scream . I want to sleep until It is all figured out, can't do that either. Thought I saw an ex in a parking garage today, it was traumatic .
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP? Are you bombarded by this constant energy? I need to start meditating or get some xanax, probably both.
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Aschleigh
Los Angeles
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  • Re: What is up?

    Sat, August 30, 2008 - 11:06 PM
    Oh, it's just... like that now. Really. The word I keep hearing kicked around here is "transformation", although I think "traumatic" is a good term, too. I know a _bunch_ of people going through major and deliberate review and renovation in their lives (that includes me), and nobody is feeling comfortable about it, even when the agendas and some of the results (so far) are positive. Lotta shit in the air, lately, you bet, but it's good. Really damn stressful, daunting, frustrating, sweet, encouraging, aggravating, frightening, exhausting but, uh, like I said... It's goin' around...a lot. Yer in good company.
    • Re: What is up?

      Sun, August 31, 2008 - 6:25 AM
      I hope some thoughts help you as they can.

      I recall graduate school as being VERY stressful. I recall that over months you are askign many questions around love, loss, letting go.

      For me, personally, 45* I don't see/feel all that much different from other cycles..the economy is not good.. thats part in conjunction with a presidential race and a natural progression of using too much gas and a BAD war. These things have hpappened before. The divide between poor and rich contiues to divide.. its been a natural progression.

      On the other side.. new age thinking, recycling, other many environmental efforts, community living and consciousness, churches more attuned to peoples' needs.. even the catholic churh opened up.. all this and so much more in my mind outweighs the negative shifts, worries.. not to say my jobs are easy or make my rent.. they dont always.

      You are in a stressful situation and seek to learn a lot about yourself to change and grow and may be impacted a bit too much by academic and societal worries.

      Rest, sister.. meditate, take one less class. Your energy comes through as a very good person. You are fine.

      Respectfully

      Cathy
      • Re: What is up?

        Sun, August 31, 2008 - 10:40 AM
        "The divide between poor and rich contiues to divide.. its been a natural progression."

        tiz FAR FROM "natural" progreshun.......tiz a DIREKT RESULT ov MANipulayushuns, kontrol, etc etc

        "On the other side.. new age thinking, recycling, other many environmental efforts, community living and consciousness, churches more attuned to peoples' needs.. even the catholic churh opened up.. all this and so much more in my mind outweighs the negative shifts"

        knot only duz it knot outweigh thee prior elements, iz knot getting us N E where, at all.......

        "knew age think king"? iz just a mutated version ov thee ameriKKKan dream, reiki-ing N thee dough just 2 have a place 2 live and food 2 eat and water 2 drink and klothes 4 thee.......

        time 2 get with thee D program....

        siriusly
  • Re: What is up?

    Sat, August 30, 2008 - 11:22 PM
    welcome to "interesting times"

    love all-ways,
    mem
    • Re: What is up?

      Sat, August 30, 2008 - 11:28 PM
      speek king ov "all ways"

      hears sum appli K shun ov free will

      "CUZ WE CAN"

      people.tribe.net/bedouin/b...c3b55d9f5d
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        Re: What is up?

        Sun, August 31, 2008 - 5:43 AM
        that isn't love
        • Re: What is up?

          Sun, August 31, 2008 - 10:37 AM
          "that isn't love"

          precisely.......
          • Re: What is up?

            Sun, August 31, 2008 - 11:09 AM
            THIS iz "whatz up"

            what followz iz a message we found on myspace a couple yearz back..........we blogged it @ thee time, and now will bee Re: posting it again thru thee blogosphere az we az hear.........

            Green is the new black. No buzz-phrase better sums up both the excitement
            many of us
            feel about the blooming environmental and social consciousness around us
            and the
            essential hollowness of the answers being promoted by many newly-minted
            eco-pundits.

            The flood of environmental magazine cover stories, documentaries and
            advertisements
            has pushed us over a public-opinion threshold, which is great. But the
            solutions being
            touted by many of our new-found allies are themselves creating a new kind
            of problem --
            people who should know better are selling a muddle-headed,
            style-over-substance, "lite
            green" environmentalism at a time when we need to be rebuilding our
            civilization to avoid
            disaster. To be blunt, we're being sold out.

            People are being told to buy organic cotton T-shirts, keep their tires
            inflated and recycle
            their beer bottles. But the reality of the situation is that the impacts
            of these sorts of
            actions are totally out whack with the magnitude of the planetary problems
            bearing down
            upon us. Those of us who care about the future of the planet need to
            reclaim this moment
            from those who would have people think that our biggest challenge is
            picking the most
            stylish vegan shoes.

            With every passing day, we are discovering that things are worse than we
            thought. Our
            climate is ripping apart at the seams at a rate that's surprising even the
            so-called
            alarmists. Natural systems are collapsing. The ocean seems headed towards
            a series of
            catastrophic tipping points. Economic inequity is producing a planet of
            billionaires and a
            billion desperate people. Our political systems are suffering a massive
            crisis of legitimacy,
            while insane fundamentalists, violent criminals and two-bit dictators
            (wearing both
            uniforms and Armani suits) are stealing or destroying everything they can
            get their hands
            on. Everywhere on the planet we find an empty consumer culture so accepted
            we barely
            speak of it, except perhaps to make an ironic joke. We have placed a Great
            Wager on the
            future of humanity, and the odds are getting worse.

            In the face of this reality, recycling a bottle is an act so insignificant
            as to be merely
            totemic. Paper or plastic? Who the hell cares?

            In the developed world, few of us, essentially none of us, currently live
            a "one-planet life."
            The vast majority of us, even of those of us who have committed ourselves
            to change,
            consume more resources and energy than our sustainable share: indeed, it
            is very, very
            difficult to live an individually sustainable life, because the very
            systems in which we are
            enmeshed -- which enfold and make possible our lifestyles -- are
            themselves insanely
            unsustainable. We're driving our hybrid SUVs down the highway to the
            Collapse.

            Most of the harm we cause in the world is done far from our sight, created
            through the
            workings of vast systems whose workings are often intentionally hidden
            from us, and over
            which we have very little influence as single individuals. Alone, we are
            essentially
            powerless to change anything that matters. We can't shop our way to
            sustainability.

            I believe we are bombarded with messages encouraging us to take the "small
            steps"
            precisely because those steps are a threat to no one. They don't depress
            sales of
            fashionable crap we don't need. They don't bring people into the streets
            or sweep corrupt
            politicians from office. They certainly don't threaten the powerful,
            entrenched interests
            who are growing fantastically rich off keeping us locked into the systems
            that make our
            lives such a burden on the planet and impoverish our brothers and sisters
            elsewhere.

            Buying a hemp hoodie is not a blow for better world, it's at best a mere
            gesture towards
            the idea that the world ought to better. And, here in the Green Spring of
            2006, we must
            finally admit to ourselves that gestures are no longer enough. That to be
            focused on
            lifestyle tweaks and attitudinal adjustments at this moment in history is
            like showing up
            with a teaspoon to help bail out a sinking ship. If the New Green
            degenerates into handing
            out more stylish spoons, we're screwed.

            We don't need more carpool lanes. We need to eliminate fossil fuels from
            our economy. We
            don't need more recycling bins. We need to create a closed-loop,
            biomimetic,
            neobiological industrial system. We don't need to attend a tree-planting
            ceremony. We
            need to become expert at ecosystem management and gardening the planet. We
            don't
            need another unscented laundry detergent. We need to ban the vast majority
            of the toxic
            chemicals upon which our livestyles currently float and invent a
            completely non-toxic
            green chemistry. We don't need lite green fashions. We need a bright green
            revolution.

            To really change the world we need to hand out real tools: rugged, free,
            collaborative tools
            for understanding the world and our role in it, for seeing the systems in
            which we are
            trapped; tools for learning how to work together to either transform those
            systems or
            destroy them completely and bioremediate the rubble. Tools that help us as
            people make
            meaningful changes in both our own lives and the world. We need to make
            people
            participants, not consumers. We need answers that address peoples' lives,
            not their
            lifestyles.

            We need to take back the ballot box. With the exception of a couple small
            nations like
            Finland, most governments on earth are now seething messes of corruption,
            oppression
            and entrenched privilege, and our government here in the U.S. is worse
            than many. We
            need transparency, accountability, genuine equity, real democracy and
            human rights. No
            environmental or social issue transcends the need for worldwide political
            reform, and none
            of our huge planetary problems can be solved without it.

            We need to seize the trading floor. Most large corporations, and most of
            the markets we've
            established through regulation, incentive and tradition, demand that we
            participate (as
            employees, consumers or investors) in ecological destruction, unfair labor
            practices and an
            assault on the public realm. We need to grab hold of these economic
            systems, strip them
            down to their component parts and rebuild them anew. That means supporting
            (or
            becoming) clean energy entrepreneurs, green builders, sustainable product
            designers,
            socially-responsible investors, and so on. We need a new generation
            uncompromisingly
            innovative and determined regulators, planners, bankers, insurers. We need
            to take back
            business as a realm of service and do away with the dinosaurs who dominate
            it today, and
            we need an army of people ready to put their careers and investments on
            the line to do it.

            We need to share. There is no sustainable future without a vigorous and
            lively public
            realm. We need to defend the commons, from the air we breath to the
            culture we create
            together. That commons is everywhere under attack from those who would
            privatize it for
            profit and stifle innovation to protect the status quo, the way, for
            instance, that the music
            and film industries are trying to take away our ability to freely (and
            legally) share our own
            music and videos, because they're worried not only that someone might
            illegally share
            some of their music or videos, but because the explosion of free music and
            video we're
            seeing threatens their out-of-date business models. We must
            counter-attack, supporting
            open culture and public ownership, and working everywhere to redistribute
            the future.

            We need better mousetraps. The stuff that surrounds us is crap: toxic,
            wasteful, unjust,
            ugly. We need innovation everywhere, real innovation, stuff that isn't
            just marginally better
            or superficially green, but stuff that is actually, right now or as soon
            as possible, an order
            of magnitude more efficient, completely non-toxic and closed-loop. We need
            to support
            the folks out there trying to design these things. We need to laud their
            efforts, invest in
            their inventions, and generally do everything we can to get better design,
            technology and
            thinking applied to every aspect of our lives. Then we need to help
            regular people separate
            the bright green from the greenwashed.

            We need to grow new systems. The systems which surround us are awful. Some
            of them
            we can hack. Some of them simply need to be replaced. Suburban sprawl, for
            instance, is
            simply wrong: there's no way to make it sustainable. We should simply
            bring it to a halt.
            Farming, on the other hand, needs to be reformed -- and through conscious
            buying,
            political activism and ethical leadership, we can help steer agriculture
            away from
            petrochemical factory farming and towards innovative local sustainable
            farms. Some of our
            choices nurture changed systems -- those are the choices we need to show
            people how to
            make.

            We need to help each other. Consumer-based approaches and "simple things"
            lists tend to
            reinforce our sense that the only sphere in which we can act is our own
            little private lives,
            and that isolates us. But the isolation we all sometimes feel in the face
            of the magnitude of
            the problems is itself a major part of the problem. None of us can change
            the world
            single-handedly: as Wendell Berry says, "to work at this work alone is to
            fail." We need to
            organize, mobilize, join together, act in concert. We need to seek out our
            allies and get
            their backs when they need us. That happens through applied effort, not
            impulse buying.

            We need to admit that we're at war over the definition of the future.
            There are a lot of
            powerful interests spending a lot of money to keep people ignorant, make
            them uncertain,
            postpone action, encourage cynicism and apathy, and lock them in the
            mental prison of
            thinking that no better future is possible. To the extent they are
            successful, nothing we
            advocate can happen. We need to fight back. We need to speak clearly,
            intelligently, and, if
            possible, with humor and passion. We need to label our opponents (from
            climate denialists
            to apologists for the status quo) what they are -- enemies of the future.
            We need to make
            the nature of our times crystal-clear for all to see. We need to hew to
            the demanding
            standards our actual real situation imposes on us -- that we achieve
            measurable
            sustainability, honest-to-goodness one-planet living, for everyone, within
            our lifetimes --
            and scorn the mental tyranny of small goals. We need to break through the
            meaningless
            chatter around environmental and social issues, and point to genuine
            alternatives, hold
            real conversations, and create a culture that speaks to the soul of our
            times.

            We need, above all else, to show that another world is possible, indeed,
            it's here all around
            us, though we do not see it. We need to inspire not only our fellow
            citizens but ourselves
            with visions of what we're beginning to accomplish together, visions of
            what a planet
            brought back to sanity will look and feel like, visions of how we will
            live in a bright green
            future. That future should be beautiful and stylish, dynamic and creative,
            but it must
            before all else be genuinely sustainable, or it's not much of a future at
            all, is it?
            • Re: What is up?

              Sun, August 31, 2008 - 11:44 AM
              I somehow get the feeling Nature's gonna do all this for us, We may be forced to change, like it or not.. . . . .
              • Re: know

                Sun, August 31, 2008 - 12:55 PM
                "I somehow get the feeling Nature's gonna do all this for us, "

                kuz if that were thee kase it wood have happened over last several dekadez....

                az it standz we have ben Re: direkting certain pressure pointz sew az 2 lessen certain 'kotastrophies', men E ov witch have ben Re: routed thus knot producing thee M pakt that wood have occured without certain 'assistance'

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